Have you ever felt like you are drowning in all that you are going through and think this time around I doubt I will make it out? I understand that feeling totally. I went to bed last night feeling that way. A million and one things happening in one day and I thought to myself, 'It's enough now. I don't want to fight or struggle anymore'.
Sleep at first was nowhere near, and I tried to pray but could not. I did the only thing I could. I sang, I hummed and sang and just worshipped Jehovah.
In my process of worship, I wept as I began to recall the times He had seen me past things I thought would have drowned me. From my health issues to being kidnapped, been hit by a car that threw me in the air, to times I have had a gun to my head (not once, not twice), yet in all of these, I came out whole. Why then am I allowing the sound of thunderclaps scare me and worry me? I felt better, Thanked my God and Father for His love and mercies, and to help me through this storm after which, I went to sleep like a baby.
I do not know what you are going through right now, or what you may be facing. It may seem overwhelming and that there may be no hope. Trust me, there is always hope. Like I always say, scream, shout, get the frustration and anger out but, never let go. Never stop believing and trusting.
This storm too shall pass.
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